20th of Feb, classes for AIS and Law have been cancelled. We just went to school to vote. I spent my whole afternoon with my friends, and the rest at the pavilion. I asked Tan go home with me but i wasn’t aware of the time his seminar will end. he misinterpreted my text messages and thought i was mad and in a rush. when we met around 7pm, he yelled at me and uttered such really shocking words; it was as if he’s my father and I’m his daughter who did something really really wrong.
I was really O_o and >___< and =(((( i remained silent for the whole evening we were together. idk how to respond to his effin words or even to react with his guilty actions next. he was clingy on the fx and apologized for a couple of times. i wasn’t mad at all but i felt really bad, i even hugged him before we parted ways. nevertheless, he shouldn’t have done that to me. well i understand that he was really having a bad day, he was sick and hungry. i asked him if we could eat before we went home but he declined. so there’s no lack of diligence on my part. i didn’t rushed him, i just wanted to know how long is his seminar so maybe i can do something more productive than waiting and surfing the net on pav. well, i thought of doing the exercises on our MA but there was still a lot of surplus time. when i got home, i was still feeling lost. idk how could he suddenly just get mad at me. we were like compromising time few minutes ago but then he just blew up.
the next morning, i was already humane. i responded to his messages with I guess sufficient sense. Supposedly, we’ll go to school together but since he wasn’t feeling good yet i was by myself. There was a photoshoot for jpia by 9am so i went early. my class is still 6pm so i spent my idle time at p4. we met around 4pm at isetann to talk. he even attempted to buy me flowers but i refused, i mean he has already gave me lots and those will wither anyway, which makes me quite sad. Then, with my dilemma of attending class or not, the moving of our quiz for next meeting made my decision quite certain. I and Tan headed off to Trinoma to buy Aaliyah a birthday gift and to spend time with each other. In the middle of the cold and dark night at Trinoma’s open garden, we talked like there’s no tomorrow, cuddled, and just had fun :)
Nothing can make me love him less Ü *char -bounded by exemptions HAHA. the mist was really cuuute :> it made the moment a lot more special :3 the rain made us go inside around 7pm. we went downstairs to grab some dinner. during our convo, there was one thing that struck me :) he’s not after that S word and he tells his classmates how much he values it :) at first i found it quite awkward because it was asdfghjkl censored! hahaha and i would not want it either like ever before we get married hahaha but to think that he’s a guy and there are lots of teenage pregnancies happening around, i think that’s one great thing :)
we went home around 8pm. t’was raining hard but he still walked me home. my stuff were so heavy but he still carried such, all of ‘em with his umbrella on his right hand. he doesn’t have to do that i mean i am not really demanding or whatsoever but he insisted. it makes me love him more :”> he thought of always putting me first before anything else even himself. well i am not asking for that, he doesn’t need to do anything heroic because i’m happily satisfied that I am in love with the man i want for the rest of my life :)